Ive traveled to a lot of diffent places and too a lot of places all over the world, but every where ive gone ive been with someone to guide me through it. weither it was my parents or the school guideing me all my travels have been easy because i never had to act for myself and suvive by myself.Ive always had someone with me to guide me tell me where to go and what to do. So i Have to wounder what it would be like to travel on my own without anyones help. I have always had confidence when i have travled never afraid to try new things, eat new thing, and step outside my comfort zone. It is possible however that im so fearless because ive always had someone to fall back on someone to help me if anything bad would happen a cousion to profect me. Maybe if that comfort of having someone to fall back on wasnt their i wouldnt be the same person i am when traveling i wouldnt be as confident and fearless on my travels.
Id like to beleive that if i were to be on my own traveling that i would be perfectly fine, but one can never be sure. Just when my mom leaves for a week on a business travel i cant help but feel a sense of being lost, wanting to call her all the time to ask about what time i have to be at pratice or what i should make for dinner and how to make it. So i can only imagine how i would be by myself in a forign place. Hell i dont even know if i could make it all the way to the airport from my house safly all by myself. Im sure if it were forced upon me i would be able to manage but that not exactly what im tring to say. Im saying if i were to travel on my own able to return to my nice safe home at any time or risk everything in a new country or envirment i dont know if i would stay outside that comfort zone.
In the end i truly dont know i would do on my own. Most likly get in a lot of trouble at first. I would think, "awesome i can do anything i have noone to tell me otherwise", but than i would quickly relize why their our so many rules in the first place. And once all the fun is gone and im on my own having to defend for myself, i just dont know how well everything would turn out. Right now, with my teachers and all the other students getting my back and surporting me, i feel like i could take on anything. i could climb the highest mountain, eat the stangest foods, and take on any challage. Thats with everyone behide me however maybe if you toke all that away from me just maybe i would be able to say that just as confindently or maybe i wouldnt be able to say that at all.
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